The water moving our hair into our faces, I can see the panic in his face, and there is absolutely nothing i can do, totally powerless and I know we are going to die, then woke up, crying and didn’t sleep for days. My child’s alive. ), The Shadow holds our power, and we must deal with it consciously, in the light of waking thought. But now I feel as if I should take this dream as a warning or sign. You may be somewhat homesick as the dream brings in images of your own childhood. I can’t seem to find anything similar other than the water. While my blog offers insights into various topics, my book is more like a step-by-step way of healing through parenting. I lost my son and ran around screaming and crying, finally I found him. Please help me understand ….thank you! Then take that gaze to the world and the zombies may appear merely hurt children. MY DAUGHTER 5 Y OLD STARTING VOMIT AND MMINUTE START TO GET STOP BREATH , I WAS PANICKING CAUSE BIG WAVING COME ALONG. My first nightmare was two nights ago. Thus perhaps this dream is a sort of “soul retrieval” for you, a coming back into your body where it was when the soul left the body of your building and sent you “house sitting” a sort of ghostly persona somewhere that was anywhere but in your actual self, for she was in too much pain to deal. Choosing to face a problem , "get your hands dirty", or take a big chance. lack of spirit, or soul, or faith, etc.). We are swimming forward whilst other people in the water are swimming in the opposite direction. Last Night I dreamed that both of my boys were staying at there Grandmothers house (same Grandmother as the one I just told you about) and I went over to her house to pick them up and no one was there…..I was walking through the house looking for them and came to this room with a hot tub in it and my babies were in there drowning. I than try to hand my child that I’m holding which now I’m only holding one and it’s a boy?? I freak out and grab him and start doing mouth to mouth and he caughs up the water and comes to. I wonder how long he’s been there and it must have been a long time and why wasn’t I there, how did I let this happen to him and telling him o am so sorry I wasn’t there. that could certainly inform your fears. I saw him in his blue n red shirt at thw bottom of the pool. Still, if you take the time to read other comments you might find insights into your own dream. I certainly agree that these nightmares are related to the fact that we love our children so much that losing them or seeing them seriously hurt is truly the worst thing we can imagine as parents. When I Woke Up I Thought Its Was Real. It turned out our dog was scratching at the back door, which is probably what really woke me, or even caused sounds that in my dream sent my mind on an excursion. economic difficulties). P.S: Last night I had a dream that a tiny black fish dived inside my stomach and is swimming in my blood in my body. 16 MOS OLD–CHILDREN DROWNING IN HOT TUB (ALSO MOM CHASED BY STRANGERS), Kayla December 21, 2012 at 11:07 am [edit]. The drowning part could represent how you feel in parenting a teen, and/or how you felt AS a teen. So I am very grateful that I found your site, and you are so kind to share your talents to help so many people. In dream logic, like cartoon logic, things can reverse and magic can happen. In this case it would be fantastic to have a lucid dream—to realize you are dreaming (a likely notion if anything truly horrible is happening) and then you can “wake up” IN the dream and then you can do child-like fantasy of flying and rescue and that will turn the dream from nightmare to good dream. In the dream I knew he drowned, but nothing was said about it, and he was not wet. The oldest was under the water fighting to stay afloat. Firstly, I am sorry for such a scary dream, but besides keeping a close eye on your child as any parent would, and not letting him drive until he has a license :), we can turn to exploring the possible meaning for yourself. When I come up out of the water I am holding her up in the air by her legs and screaming NO, no, noooooo! Another question: do you suffer from anxiety or OCD? By tuning into our deepest reservoirs of emotion, we can learn new ways of dealing, which can lead to growth and freedom. The snake seemed to be swimming away but in a blank of an eye, it lauched itself towards my baby. So it begin I was at work ( I work at a daycare and my 6 year old son also attends summer camp there) so we are on a field trip to a place which look like a lake ocean, so my son asked me can he go swim and I told him yes( in real life I would never do that ) So a big ship was coming but my son was still in the water, the ship hit him, so I went in the water after him, when I was saving him he was telling to hurry and get him out of water because he was hurt. If in the dream you jump over river or a stream of water, it is a sign that you are trying to get rid i was so scared, and i try as much i could to protect all they are still kids who was arounds im so worried and woke me up. Then I woke up, it was 8am this morning and relieved my daughter is safely sleeping but I am really horrified about the dream. And it’s the cold water that make my daughter let go and scream her lungs out and my sons car seat I can’t get through the car door. Everyone was just peacefully watching them swim. I do not want to ever again. That your girl was “very sick” from this experience might reveal your fear for yourself and the idea that “something might be “wrong” (sick, unwell, traumatized, etc.) You are awakening to the beauty of your life, thus you must find a way to understand and relinquish the shipwreck that was the past. I cried. i fall to my knees and try to grab him then suddenly he begins to float slowly to the top so i grab him out of the water and hold him tightly to my chest all i can feel the ice cold water dripping off his red pajamas i cant tell weather or not he is ok. i wake up heart pounding and have to go check on him or i cant fall back to sleep. I hear that you are very disturbed by this dream, so much so that you may not have actually read my post, so I reiterate: Please actually read some of your fellow-parent’s nightmares and you will find dreams that are similar to your own and comments to guide you. I watched him hit water. Perhaps you fear that taking time for yourself or gratifying your own needs (for rest, solitude, self-expression, etc.) One possible idea about your nightmare could be that when you were three, or nine, you might have had some painful experience (parents’ divorce, a move to a new school, loss of a grandparent, etc.) I have been having a recurring nightmare, not every day but it seems like every few months. Perhaps your inner child is growing fast within you and your conscious or ego-self is realizing that she cannot keep up (i.e. I knew my 5 yr old son was close by and thought he was safe. Then, my marriage went through something terrible all of a sudden and ended. I had a dream that I was walking along a trail and all of the sudden I see people chasing a boy. She ran away and I ran after her. They are all about the same height, but chunkers compared to my son. Finally, you could imagine going back into the dream and using the power of love and imagination to recognize the “bad kid” as the hurt part of you and the drowned boy as the overwhelmed and “dead” part of you. I had my hands full with bags but, i had a relative carry her stroller out side for me. Maybe your idea of “gods giving me a little more time” is the key to the dream, we all get whatever little time we get and it’s so hard because it feels like we lose our loved ones and that’s so sad we’re in an ocean of tears. Until then, you know that you are always connected with your daughter in your heart, and she is your great motivation to choose well so you can be your best Self as an act of love for her. Other people were swimming between us. I laid him down and started CPR where he then coughed up a lot of water and came to. Please DO read through some of the dreams above and my comments, my intention is to help us be together in our fear and terror, and in our love of our children, so that not only can your kid be safe today, but you too might get to a place of safety. So… do read the thread of dreams as I believe you will find ideas that apply to your dream. Thank you so much! Finally, there is a writer/psychologist, Peter Levine, who speaks about healing trauma in a way I really appreciate, helping us understand how we get freaked out and frozen, and how we can heal. I tried so hard to get to her but it seemed like every obstacle got in my way. Finally I found him and brought him to the surface, where I gave him cpr and he survived but barely. The loss of a child, even in our dreams or imagination, is so terrible that perhaps it turns us either neurotic or spiritual (or both). Sometimes it’s not so much what we do as the way we do it. Feeling bold and laughing at the stormy sea indicates that we are ready to meet adversity, we are ready to transition into something new, we are confident we can sail through the difficult circumstances, and come out victorious on the other side. After weighing the options, combine the symbolic meanings with the things you’re experiencing in life at the moment to decide for yourself what your dream of water means. If you leave a comment there, tell her how you arrived and that I send good wishes for her. I grab both of them but I cant swim with both hands filled. In this sense anxiety is often a memory of something scary that we then project into the future and fear that it might happen; this is a way of trying to deny that it already happened. I felt ashamed for feeling that was and the next day volunteered as a midwife and would make milk come in to nurse others babies. I can share some associations and see if it helps. We are spiritual beings, us humans, and this may be partly about how much we love our children, and how we expand our sense of self through them… and the great gift and beauty of this has a shadow side, the possibility of loss. So… please do read through the other dreams as you will see themes that relate to your own, and ways you might think about it. 3 YR OLD AND 9 YR OLD DROWNING WHEN MOM DRIVES TRUCK IN WATER, I just had a dream last night that disturbed me. It was intense and very physically real. Had it not been 4:00 AM I would have woke up my husband for comfort. (This place did not look familiar at all). If you had a tough childhood, I encourage you to seek help to heal any lingering trauma. when she finally saw/pulled us up ,myself and my middle sister had a bullet hole in our head. A couple of hints to get you started: The boy who drowned in the dream may look like your child, but it is the symbolic representation in your mind and thus is more about the part of your own self that feels unable to deal with the current situation. How do you feel about water? Then out of nowhere a helicopter appeared and took us to safety before the wave got to us. Then all of a sudden my nephew asked if he could get something for my sis. To every body around but they won’t take they baby they tell me it’s too late nothing can be done. With a philosophical flourish Cato throws himself upon his sword; I quietly take to the ship. In ancient times the visionaries, or shamans, saw the universe as having three levels: upper (the spirit world, flying); normal (waking reality); and lower (the underworld, drowning, hellish experience). While you are excited about the prospect of motherhood, you have some reservations as well. I just had a strange dream and I was looking for an interpretation and I stumbled upon this post. I jump in but I end up having his ankle bc I’m sinking to the bottom. I get him out and try to do CPR he is just to hard I began screaming and crying all over the place. I woke up before I could get to her but I am so bothered by this. Also, my oldest has shown signs of becoming sexually active and it scares me that he may make the same mistakes I did at his age. I am hoping that you can provide insight for me as you have so kindly done for others experiencing these nightmares. Symbolic death is also connected to symbolic birth or renewal. This dream strikes me as relating very clearly to the trauma you have faced in reality or waking life. Include your email address to get a message when this question is answered. Even your kids, in being with father, might feel like they rejected you. The bridge is like thinking and the river like feeling; your heart swamps your mind, and in this situation you lose your grip on your girl (who symbolizes the child you once were, the place where your emotional troubles possibly began, back when what you were asked to do was too much for you, and might have felt like trying to cross a mighty river on a flooded bridge). http://www.ptsd.va.gov/. Hopefully if you read what I’ve already shared it will give you ideas about your dream and also help you see you are not alone in having such a disturbing dream, Hlw . For Peter Levine’s book see: http://www.traumahealing.com/somatic-experiencing/waking-tiger.html. One possibility is seeing the dream as a reflection of different parts of your own self, perhaps even offering wisdom to the rest of us too. Please read some of the other dreams, you will see you are not alone, and as you become conscious of your unresolved anger, sorrow and general wounds my hope is that your dreams will become much less disturbing (and your waking life might go better too). Perhaps dreams allow us to be conscious of our sorrow, our fear, our overwhelm precisely so that we can know it, ask for compassion and understanding and help construct an outcome where we are happier. The child reaches the barrier and leaps… into the river (river of life, feminine aspect, the place where the yaya and the child, the mother and the child, your own conscious ego-self and your deeper and more authentic Soul Self, all meet in the symbolic source and destiny of us all. I went to my boyfriends moms house and she was on the internet putting out an amber alert for him but the picture was of me when I was two years old and I kept telling her he’s a boy and that picture is so obviously a girl its wrong. As you strive to heal, you must come back into your body, into the terror that sent you out of your body… and make your way safely through that (here a trained mental health professional in a private consultation might be in order; as well for your child to process the trauma of nearly drowning if and when they might care to discuss that with someone). We were hanging out, and notice this flag down this little hill there’s a patch of brush or group of bushes, its hollowed out kind of looks like a “fort”. Perhaps it begins with compassion (i.e. this freaked me out so much I didn’t even tell my wife about this dream. Perhaps just speaking that emotional truth will give you a little breathing room and you can get back to your deepest wish, which is to be happy and safe all together with your family, but also with all the parts of your inner self. Mind you, I am 37 weeks pregnant, and do have weird dreams occasionally. He was in the wrong place. I have my own company that I have just sold- days ago. My dream flashed, and it was some time later (minutes, hours..?) If you can, maybe you will be able to use your imagination to talk to these figures—the duck, the weeds, the son in your own mind and the father too, asking what each wants, needs and feels (as they are parts of you). My mother lives in Germany and I’m in the USA . Finally, at a collective level, perhaps this dream is about how the feminine aspects of the world have been stepped on, and how the “girls” have to wake up and take care of the babies, not alone, not in shame and hurt, but together. Trust this process, have a soft and loving heart toward that person you may glimpse in the mirror when you look compassionately enough. I drank some water n got on hear to search my dreams as i always do and went an grabbed my son from his crib an layed him with me. I was unable to pull my son up and he fell but underneath the steps wasnt just your average carpet/floor, it led to the garbage disposle 30ft down :( I was scurrying down to the little open door to crawl in and see if I could find him. But when I layed him on the concrete he had nothing but a diaper on. Once you’re happy you’ve captured the essence of your dream, do a little research online or in books about the symbolism of water. Another thing to consider is what your own life was like when you were five; particularly if you felt somehow left out of the family, or if there were separations or losses in the family when you were that age. A couple of hints, however, to get you started… Maybe your “Track Teacher” in the dream symbolizes your inner coach or authority figure. It seems the most common dreams have water and drowning or else falling and flying. To this I might add some ideas about your personal dream: A “fort” is a place of protection. What would a dream where I was sitting in a bus, when suddenly two waves of water washed over the bus for a few seconds mean? I grabbed him in my arms and picked him up. To create this article, 15 people, some anonymous, worked to edit and improve it over time. Dear Bruce; In the dream, my husband and I are getting married. After a few minutes of swimming I saw a rock in the middle of the sea so I climbed up to the top of it. He brought her back to shore, and I gave my daughter CPR. Consider as well the power of the wish, the dark power, in which our forbidden emotions may express themselves in such horrific ways. The Titanic of ego is sinking into the truth of Self. The last dream you shared only further confirms our developing understanding that there is a child who felt “killed,” but it is not your actual child but rather a way of expressing that you were annihilated by abuse and then “swept under the rug” and trapped in the denial and muffled in silence. Making the choice to get involved with something unpleasant. Everyone fell down. Please help. The “deck” might relate to a ship (ships have decks) and the fact that water turns out to be below the deck might confirm this. I have had the most stressful year of my life thus far, so I am sure it contributes. My son (who is 17 months old) and I was standing on the edge of a lake playing in the shallow water (just enough to cover our feet) and we were confined by a what I think was a bridge directly in front of us in the water. baby really liked it. Like I was actually there. Mechelle April 21, 2013 at 2:27 am [edit]. All I could see after that was the pole falling and hitting my family along with the other people sitting down. I try to perform CPR but he is just to hard and I began screaming hysterically and crying which eventually wakes me completely Im feeling so distraught! But I made very bad life choices because I felt dirty unworthy and unloved. Perhaps the water is the flow of your deeper self and the baby is the baby you once were (perhaps there was separation or loss when you were 3?). Please see: http://privilegeofparenting.com/2016/09/23/what-our-nightmares-about-our-children-could-mean/. But it ended with me running back to the new place because i had asked for the uptenth time where are the kids he says their fine so i go back can’t find them anywhere i end up running up like a man made hill with a iron structure and landing/ railing and i see his room mate so i call down to him to call steve i cant find the kids i had lost my phone somewhere along the way. The mentor said they were alright, but I didn’t think so, so I ran out to get them. I noticed a truck with headlights behind which I had uneasy feelings about; just as I noticed the truck I realized we were coming to the end of the road with nothing but vast water up ahead of us. People tend to forget details of their dreams quickly after waking up. shot in the head). The dream helps us know how hard it can be, but it also teaches you that you don’t have to deal with everything alone (sister, dad and dog will all help). The person originally holding him said “I can take his body” and i said “No, I want to.” I remember reaching out and grabbing him, and his head laying on my chest. The value of being conscious is that it makes us LESS likely to act out our unconscious aggression, which in the end generally hurts ourselves and not those we resent. I’m sorry you were frightened and disturbed by these dreams. There are 16 references cited in this article, which can be found at the bottom of the page. Since a child I have had dreams about being in a car getting hit and the car driving off the bridge. They see right through you. A girl I went to highschool with is outside. Questions like how old were you when you first had the dream, what was going on in your life then, etc. As these aren’t the only bad dreams. Perhaps you felt like you were drowning in infancy (did you struggle with asthma, pneumonia, a bad-bathtub experience?). to die in the womb is to die in water). It was winter and very cold and snowy outside. I’m being chased, completely terrified in my dreams. He was 17 senior in high school. Next the body of water is a collective image of the unconscious with these evolved aspects safe and in harmony with the environment. She ran up over a hill, I could not see her, finally I came up over the hill and she was floating face down in the pond. Think about what your cousin might signify for you, but certainly once you are there your mom calls. perhaps some odd tide of consciousness, which I have thought of as a feminine principle (inspired by Jung’s thinking, and having little to do with gender and much more to do with compassion and empathy and a vision for a world that is more fun and less tacky) might rise organically. Once I awoke thinking immediately that this just occurred I jumped out of my bed and headed for his room. You are going to experience the emotional side of the high place you have arrived at. My friend and colleague Patty Fitzgerald has written a book for children to help them stay safe from abusers. Thus the dream might be showing you that you need to build bridges of understanding rather than “taking breathers” from your mother self or your baby self. 2. So… if you don’t “lift the head” (elevate your consciousness) you remain in depression/confusion/weakness (stuck in the murky muddy water), but if you “lift the head” you cheer up, grow up and come to life. “Yaya” derives from the Yoruba name for great grandmother and divine spirit. This is where the child goes after fight-flight is overwhelmed by threat combined with helplessness. My grandfather has been dead years. What do you think? We couldn’t get out and darkness came quick my youngest went out of sight first then my 9 year old but before he disappeared completely he grabbed my hand and then I was succumbed to darkness. As noted above: [Please note that I cannot continue to interpret individual dreams at this time, however if you read through these dreams you will very likely find insights into your own dream—and you will discover that you are not alone in having such nightmares.]. Please do read through the other dreams as I think you will get many creative ideas from other people’s dreams, and if you hit on the insights that ring true for you your bad dreams are likely to stop (having delivered their message). But maybe you can help me. I really want to know what the meaning of these dreams are could you please give me an educated guess or opinion, thank you. But the people I most vividly remember are my mom, older sis and grandma with my 2 yr old nephew. If you are entering the deep water in the dream it can indicate that you may be thinking about having a child. The ambulance was outside waiting for us, so they took him in, but I ended up in a Firstly, at the level of the personal/individual I would think about your own life when you were three, four and seven. Here’s to better dreams through understanding the disturbing ones. So I know that I am experiencing “mothers guilt”… Of not being there, missing so much and forcing them to grow up quickly. 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